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I havent checked this thing out in what seems to be ages. If any one is watching out there i've been trying to do this whole photography deal. www.myspace.com/yauchiinc . I hope everything is well .
The one the only ,
Steve Alexander Yauchi |
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| 07:40pm 24/11/2005 |
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Happy thanks giving . I hope you had fun with your loved ones today. |
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| 03:58pm 12/08/2005 |
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| 12:17pm 01/07/2005 |
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mood:  lonely music: The spill canvas - all hail heart break
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I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes To a whole new world that had since been in disguise
But that day will most likely never come for me And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck To everything you are
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures And overanalyze your words But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard It's taking everything in me Just to forget your sweater so far
I had the notion that you'd make me forget the world But your undecisive mind shows me that You are "just another girl" I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams Maybe then you'd know how I feel
But that day will most likely never come for me And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck To everything you are
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures And overanalyze your words But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard It's taking everything in me Just to forget your sweater so far
I can honestly say That I never, ever, ever felt this way Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin These are the parts of your body That cause my comatose to begin
I can honestly say That I never, ever, ever felt this way Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin These are the parts of your body That cause my comatose to begin
I will sleep another day I don't really need to anyway What's the point when my dreams are infected With words you used to say I will breathe in a moment As long as I keep my distance I wouldn't want to go messing anything up
So don't go worrying about me It's not like I think about you constantly So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect Your life anymore I knew it the moment you walked into the door
So don't go worrying about me It's not like I think about this constantly So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect Your life anymore I knew it the moment you walked into the door
I'll let you get the best of me Because there's nothing else that I do well I'll let you get the best of me Because there's nothing else that I do well I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker I guess that's how this one's gonna go I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim All hail the heartbreaker |
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| 07:08pm 24/04/2005 |
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mood:  optimistic music: American hi-fi
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1. Give me your number?
2. Have sex with me?
3. Kiss me?
4. Watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
5. Take me out to dinner?
6. Drive me somewhere/anywhere?
7. Take a shower with me?
8. Be my bf/gf?
9. Have a fling with me?
10. Listen to me if I called you crying..Even if you were out with all of your friends?
11. Buy me a drink if i didnt have money?
12. Take me home for the night?
13. Would you let me sleep in your bed?
14. Sing kareoke w/ me?
15. Sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
16. Re-post this for me to answer your questions?
17. Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
18. Do you think im hot?
19. Do you like my style?
20. Do you think im funny?
21. Do you care about me?
22. Would you cry if i died?
23. Would you stop me if i tried to commit suicide?
24. Would you dance with me?
25. Would you sing happy birthday to me?
27. Would u marry me?
28. 69 me?
29. Do me in a public place?
30. Bring me home and do me in your bed?
31. Take advantage of me if I was drunk?
32. Take advantage of me if i wasn't drunk?
33. Let me strip for you?
34. Let me give you a lap dance?
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| 01:43am 22/04/2005 |
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mood:  cynical music: Fall out boy - Grand theft Autumn
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Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman. Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town. When I wake up, I'm willing to take my chances on the hope you hate him more than you notice I wrote this for you. You need him. I could be him... I could be an accident but I'm still trying. That's more than I can say for him. Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman. Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town. Someday I'll appreciate in value, get off my ass and call you... but for the meantime I'll sport my brand new fashion of waking up with pants on at 4:00 in the afternoon. You need him. I could be him... I could be an accident but I'm still trying. That's more than I can say for him. Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman. Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town. Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman. Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town. Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman. Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town. |
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| 11:46am 28/03/2005 |
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mood:  depressed music: Local H- bound for the floor
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Life is more interesting with out me. |
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| 04:08pm 18/03/2005 |
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mood:  silly music: MOTION CITY SOUNDTRACK
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im happy!.... i did my first photoshoot...... man this girl is headed to greatness... haha anyhow most of my pictures came out as expected (the good and the bad)...... damn you low lighting conditions..... oh well.......
im going to be awesome !........ cause its the only thing i know how to do.
(rocks out with his cock out)
~steve
IM ON FIRE and i think im ready to bust a move... CHECK IT OUT im rocking steady to the beat in my head ....... ! |
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| 02:40pm 13/01/2005 |
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17 more days... till i get to drink weee.... |
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| 06:36pm 06/01/2005 |
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mood:  crushed music: Motion city soundtrack - the future freaks me out
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Aquarius
Girls lucky enough to be born under this sign are known for their creativity and mysterious, quirky nature. Never one to follow trends, you love experimenting with make up - it give you a fun outlet to express your self. YOUR BEST LOOK: Your eyes are your most expressive feature. Heighten your air of mystery by framing them with smoky shadows in blues, grays, or plums. A soft wash of pink on cheeks and lips keep the focus on your eyes.
hehehehehehhe hehehehehheheheh yeah i got hold of a magazine of some sort... hahahahahh
(does alil hand thing)
but heres a song !
I’m on fire and now I think I’m ready to bust a move Check it out I’m rocking steady Go!
Betty won’t stop listening to modern rock How she hates to be alone I try to compensate her lack of love with coffee cake Ice cream and a bottle of ten dollar wine she says hey I rock the Haro sport I rock the cow girl blues I rock too fast for love I’m footloose in my Velcro shoes What’s up with Will and Grace? I don’t get drum and bass The future freaks me out
I’m on fire and now I think I'm ready to bust a move Check it out I’m rocking steady To the beat in my head It goes oh, oh, oh, oh I know that she’s the only one I’d rather waste our time together Yea, ‘cause we can get down
Betty can’t quit carving question marks in my wrist How come we’re so alone We waste away the days with nicotine and television samples From an era we hate to admit we embrace We fail to represent We fail to be content We fail at everything we ever even try to attempt And so the story goes As only Betty knows It’s time to take control
I’m on fire and now I think I'm ready to bust a move Check it out I’m rocking steady To the beat in my head It goes oh, oh, oh, oh I know that she’s the only one I’d rather waste my time with her
(Betty, I need you I miss you I’m so alone without you To call up on the weekends with my cellular phone)
Betty it’s so hard to relate To the whole human race I don’t know where to begin I don’t know where to begin If we can both find a way To do the things that we say We might not sit in our rooms And drink our daydreams away Betty, I’m a dreamer No I’m not a vicious schemer Oh betty won’t you.. ah fuck it
I’m on fire and now I think I'm ready to bust a move Check it out I’m rocking steady To the beat in my head It goes oh, oh, oh, oh I know that she’s the only one I’d rather waste our time together Yeah, ‘cause we can get down. |
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| 02:21pm 05/01/2005 |
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mood:  stressed music: The starting line
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I know i said some pretty hurtful things. But i was hurt too. But heres just another song that reminds me of you. You dont have to forgive. I dont deserve anything you grace upon this dark world. Never feel unwanted, cause you are wanted.
i guess the most that i can do is make a call and tell you the truth sing the words in melody and hope that you'll believe me here's another song for you so this one this one makes two still don't know where to begin i'll just leave it at this
i'm sure you always feel my eyes on you but i hope that you will never feel unwanted wait for me to move out west it's ok if you don't i hope you know you're my favorite thing about the west coast |
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| 02:10am 04/01/2005 |
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mood:  blah music: Fenix Tx - A song for everyone
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I'm seein red Don't think you'll have to see my face again don't have much time for sympathy Cuz it never happened to me You feelin blue now I think you bit off more than you could chew And now it's time to make a choice And all I wanna hear is your... So follow the leader down And swallow your pride and drown When there's no place left to go Maybe thats when you will know Follow the leader down And swallow your pride and drown When theres no place left to go Maybe thats when you will know And foolish lies well can't you see I tried to compromise Cuz what you say ain't always true And I can see the tears in your eyes And what you said now Can't stop the words from running through my head And what I do to get through to you But you'd only do it again So follow the leader down And swallow your pride and drown When there's no place left to go Maybe that's when you will know Follow the leader down And swallow your pride and drown When there's no place left to go Maybe that's when you will know Well I confess, I don't know what to make from all this mess Don't have much time for sympathy But it never happened to me You Feelin down I don't know where i'll be when you come around And now it's time to make a choice, And all I wanna hear is your voice...
Unwritten law - seein red
Love Is Tragic Love Is Bold You Will ALways Do What You Are Told Love Is Hard Love Is Strong You Will Never Say That You Were Wrong I Don't Know When I Got Bitter But Love Is Surely Better When It's Gone 'Cause You Wanted More More Than I could Give More than I could handle In a life that I can't live You wanted more More than I could bear More than I could offer For a love that isn't there Love is color Love is loud Love is never saying you're too proud Love is trusting Love is honest Love is not a hand to hold you down I don't know when I got bitter But love is surely better when it's gone ( ( CHORUS ) ) I got to pick me up when I am down I got to get my feet back on the ground I got to pick me up when I am down ( ( CHORUS ) ) You wanted more More than I could bear More than I could offer The harder you would shove You Wanted More More Than I could Give More than I could handle In a life that I can't live
Tonic - you wanted more
And it's all in how you mix the two And it starts just where the light exists It's a feeling that you cannot miss And it burns a hole Through everyone that feels it
Well your never gonna find it If your looking for it Won't come your way Well you'll never find it If your looking for it
Should've done something but I've done it enough By the way your hands were shaking Rather waste some time with you
And you never would have though in the end How amazing it feels just to live again It's a feeling that you cannot miss It burns a hole through everyone that feels it
Should've said something but I've said it enough By the way my words were faded Rather waste some time with you
Used - Blue and yellow
All that i have is finally over Good knocking again I've given the chance, do it all over To lose her again Sleep tight, never you mind Lonely hearts breaking tonight Never i dared had i, been close to sober Is out of my head Back of my mind if i only had shown her Shed be mine again Sleep tight, never you mind Lonely hearts are breaking tonight
The new amsterdams - Lonely hearts
And you don't talk to anyone. And you won't look at anyone but her. And I don't think she's listening. I doubt she remembers your name.
And you say, when will she notice me? And you feel like you're gonna break. And you say, when will she notice me? And it feels like a hand grenade.
Man I'll never understand, everyone's living in the past. Instead of forgetting her, you're always kissing her ass.
And you say, when will she notice me? And you feel like you're gonna break. And you say, when will she notice me? And it feels like a hand grenade.
I know that there's not much to say, so I'll look stupid anyway.
And you don't talk to anyone. And you won't look at anyone but her. And I don't think she's listening, but you still play that game. But I think the best way of moving on is to attack, 'Cause she's just a hand grenade, so pull out the pin and throw it back.
And you say, when will she notice me? And you feel like you're gonna break. And you say, when will she notice me? And it feels like a hand grenade. Like a hand grenade.
I know that there's not much to say, so I'll look stupid anyway.
Like a hand grenade, like a hand grenade, a hand grenade.
The movielife - hand grenade
I'm coming out of my cage And I've been doing just fine Gotta gotta gotta be down Because I want it all It started out with a kiss How did it end up like this It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss Now I'm falling asleep And she's calling a cab While he's having a smoke And she's taking a drag Now they're going to bed And my stomach is sick And it's all in my head But she's touching his-chest Now, he takes off her dress Now, let me go
I just can't look its killing me And taking control Jealousy, turning saints into the sea Swimming through sick lullabies Choking on your alibis But it's just the price I pay Destiny is calling me Open up my eager eyes 'Cause I'm Mr Brightside
I'm coming out of my cage And I've been doing just fine Gotta gotta gotta be down Because I want it all It started out with a kiss How did it end up like this It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss Now I'm falling asleep And she's calling a cab While he's having a smoke And she's taking a drag Now they're going to bed And my stomach is sick And it's all in my head But she's touching his-chest Now, he takes off her dress Now, let me go
I just can't look its killing me And taking control Jealousy, turning saints into the sea Swimming through sick lullabies Choking on your alibi But it's just the price I pay Destiny is calling me Open up my eager eyes 'Cause I'm Mr Brightside
I never... I never... I never...
The killers - Mr brightside
Watch your mouth hold your toungue boy because you're running out of breath running out of time before every careless word that you utter renders you utterly useless. now you're drowning in your own saliva trying to speak yourself to the top of your empty world well keep on talking just keep on rambling you've got your mouth full listen here's the pleasant part you and i we fell apart. listen here's the pleasant part you and i we fell apart.(continue) why can't you make up your mind? why can't you make up your mind? shut your mouth burn your bridges throw your words like an attack and stab me in the wait a second wait a second what's that i just heard nevermind it's obviously worthless.. now you're standing on your soapbox yelling from the rooftops everything you say is a lie. a lie a lie. lie lie Yeah! listen here's the clever one who speaks before his thoughts are done. listen here's the clever one who speaks before his thoughts are done.(continue) why can't you make up your mind? why can't you make up your mind? watch your mouth hold your tongue somethings are better left unsaid watch your mouth hold your tongue somethings are better left unsaid. now i hope you're pleased, you got your prize and tongue i dance between your words, right before you fall.... RIGHT BEFORE YOU- why don't you, Why dont' you say that to my face? i had a rip down, torn out So many things. everything you, everytime you,every word you say. If I told you this was killing me, would you , would you Stop?
The juliana theory - if i told you this was killing me would you stop?
Every attempt to… Is filled with holes. Reads like a polygraph I’m told.
I’m not bitter anyway. Let it go.
I never sleep still Lest I forget. Tied down by handicaps instead.
I’m not bitter anyway, But I didn’t want it to turn out this way.
Sing a long goodnight, Forfeit any fight. Refuse to rest assured.
It comes with no reply. Hold on too tight. I hang on every word.
If it all ended tonight, You know that I wouldn’t mind. Back to the good old times Before it won.
If it all ended tonight, You know that I wouldn’t mind. Back to the good old times Before it won.
Sing a long goodnight, Forfeit any fight. Refuse to rest assured.
It comes with no reply. Hold on too tight. I hang on every word.
The get up kids - Long goodnight
Frankie died just the other night Some say it was suicide But we know How the story goes
With his six string knife And his street-wise pride The boy was a man before his time And she knew All their dreams would come true
But ya see Frankie was fast He was too fast to know He wouldn't go slow Until his lethal dose And she knows He'll finally come too close
[Chorus] Well on with the show Going on with the show Come on baby No, no, no Oh my, my, my, my, my, my
[Chorus]
He was bad He was never good But one thing that he understood And she knew All these lies would come true
The time has come And he's paid his dues And Suzy finally got the news She always knew This day would come soon
[Chorus]
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He was stopped on a dime With a switchblade knife Some damn punk went and Took Frankie's life And she knew She'd have to pull through
Broken down With his broken dreams With a wink of an eye Said Suzy, listen to me You must go On with the show
The get up kids - on with the show (cover)
Tonight is a story of love And two broken hearts set by one And all he wants is a sign Of how she's making her mind All we ever wanted was
Love and love and happy afternoons Watching TV from your room While you're laying in my arms And I know it's not fair to me To see this love walk right by me Say, will we ever meet the right way
Again, again
Tonight I will sit next to you To see if you act like we're through To make you laugh is all I want I'll hold you while tears fill our eyes
Love and love and happy afternoons Watching TV from your room While you're laying in my arms And I know it's not fair to me To see this love walk right by me Say, will we ever meet the right way
Love and love and happy afternoons Watching TV from your room While you're laying in my arms And I know it's not fair to me To see this love walk right by me Say, will we ever meet the right way
Again, again
The early november - All we ever needed
Get up, get up Come on, come on, lets go There’s just a few things I think that you should know Those words at best Were worse than teenage poetry Fragment ideas And too many pronouns Stop it, come on You’re not making sense now You can’t make them want you They’re all just laughing
Literate and stylish (literate and stylish) Kissable and quiet (kissable and quiet) Well that’s what girls dreams are made of And that’s all you need to know (and that’s all you need to know) You have it or you don’t (you have it or you) You have it or you (don’t)
You have it or you You see how much time you’re wastin? You’re coward of seperatin
Stop it, come on You know I can’t help it I got the mic And you got the mosh pit What will it take To make you admit that you were wrong? Was his demise so carefully constructed? Well let’s just say I got what I wanted Cause in the end it’s always the same (you’re still gone) Lets go
Literate and stylish (literate and stylish) Kissable and quiet (kissable and quiet) Well that’s what girls dreams are made of And that’s all you need to know (and that’s all you need to know) You have it or you don’t (you have it or you) You have it or you (don’t) don’t
This is me with the words on the tip of my tongue And my eye through the scope Down the barrel of a gun (gun,gun) Remind me not to ever act this way again This is you trying hard to Make sure that you’re seen With a girl on your arm And your heart on your sleeve Remind me not to ever think of you again This is me with the words On the tip of my tongue And my eye through the scope Down the barrel of a gun Remind me not to ever act this way again (again) Again (again)
This is me with the words On the tip of my tongue And my eye on the scope Down the barrel of a gun I’ll never act this way again
Rest the weight (I know somethin that you don’t know) You’ve had your chance and folded Don’t hold your breath Because you’ll only make things worse Rest the weight (I know somethin that you don’t know) You’ve had your chance and folded Don’t hold your breath Because you’ll only make things worse
(I know somethin that you don’t know) This is me with the words (I know somethin that you don’t know) And you sure don’t Hold your, hold your breath (I know somethin that you don’t know) Because you’ll only make things worse Hold your breath Because you’ll only make things worse Hold your breath (I know somethin that you don’t know) Because you’ll only make things worse
Don’t hold your breath because you’ll only make things worse!
Taking back sunday - Timberwolves at new jersey
Well, i'll wait till you listen I wont say a word to follow your instincts just never worked for me your silent but strong, (yeah, I'm playing that card) and your noticing nothing again
Now I'm lying on the table with everything you said keeping mind the way that it felt when the most I could do was to just blame myself
(yeah, I'm playing that card) when the most I could do was to just blame myself and I know you know, everything I know you didnt mean it I know you didnt mean it
I know you know, everything (drop everything) I know you didn't mean it (start it all over) I know you didn't mean it (remember more then youd like to forget)
So, we're talking forever and you almost feel better but, betters no excuse for tonight you see, it's never been enough just to leave all you gave up but, its never good enough to feel right
Now I'm lying on the table with everything you said it will all catch up eventually well, it caught up and honestly the weight of my decisions were impossible to hold
today we'll never know today we'll never know Well I, know you know, everything I know you didnt mean it I know you didnt mean it
I know you know, everything (drop everything) I know you didn't mean it (start it all over) I know you didn't meant it (remember more then youd like to forget)
Drop everything, start it all over remember more then youd like to forget [x2]
Would you like to forget would you like to forget drop everything, start it all over well, drop everything start it all over (would you like to forget) drop everything start it all over start it all...
Well I, know you know, everything I know you didnt mean it I know you didnt mean it
I know you know, everything (drop everything) I know you didnt mean it (start it all over) I know you didnt meant it (remember more then youd like to forget)
I know you know I know you know...you know, you know, you know...
Taking back sunday - this photograph is proof
taking steps back through the words i should've said to you they all got lost you went away well i feel sick and you just don't care anymore anymore hours to be with you minutes of me in you and i can't feel this happening so tie my hands back and make me feel you coming down coming down...
and you don't care your face is on a billboard and you're everywhere you don't care much for interviews you're gone you're gone you're gone you're gone you're gone you're gone you're gone you're gone away if you don't like being hurt then please don't stay
it's hard to wave goodbye from aeroplanes when i just don't think that you can see i taper off and say its never worth the pain but sometimes it is...
and you don't care your face is on a billboard and your everywhere you don't care much for interviews you're gone you're gone you're gone you're gone you're gone you're gone you're gone you're gone away if you don't like being hurt then please don't stay if you don't like being hurt then please don't stay
god i wish that i could make this right i wish that there was something worth the time for her to give to me. a phone call from LA is my present there's nothing left for me to give I wish I could and I know that I should but you know I know I won't
and you don't care your face is on a billboard and you're everywhere you don't care much for interviews you're gone you're gone you're gone you're gone you're gone you're gone you're gone you're gone away if you don't like being hurt then please don't stay if you don't like being hurt then get away if you don't like being hurt then please don't stay
Something Corporate - Your gone
High school seemed like such a blur, I didn't have much interest in sports or school elections. And in class I dreamed all day, Of a rock 'n' roll weekend
And the girl in the front of the room, So close yet so far y'know she never seemed to ntice That this silly schoolboy crush Wasn't just pretend.
[Chorus:] Life goes by so fast You only want to do what you think is right. Close your eyes and then it's past; Story of my life
And I went down my old neighborhood The faces have all changed there's no one left to talk to And the pool hall I loved as a kid Is now a Seven Eleven
I went downtown to look for a job I had no training, no experience to speak of. I looked at the holes in my jeans And turned and headed back.
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Good times come and good times go, I only wish the good times would last a little longer. I think about the good times we had And why they had to end.
So I sit at the edge of my bed I strum my guitar and I sing an outlaw love song. Wonerin' 'bout what you're doin' now And when you're comin' back.
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Social D - Story of my life
Time is never time at all You can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth And our lives are forever changed We will never be the same The more you change the less you feel
Believe, believe in me, believe Believe that life can change That you’re not stuck in vain We’re not the same, we’re different tonight Tonight, so bright Tonight
And you know you’re never sure But you’re sure you could be right If you held yourself up to the light And the embers never fade in your city by the lake The place where you were born
Believe, believe in me, believe Believe in the resolute urgency of now And if you believe there’s not a chance tonight Tonight, so bright Tonight
We’ll crucify the insincere tonight We’ll make things right, we’ll feel it all tonight We’ll find a way to offer up the night tonight The indescribable moments of your life tonight The impossible is possible tonight Believe in me as I believe in you, tonight
Smashing pumpkins - Tonight tonight
All day long I've sat here for I cannot find my way Left or right, I'll still go on But will I see your face But now is the time We will survive To see the light of another day But now is the time We will survive To see the light of another Days go by What can I do? What did I do for you? And in the end What will there be And how much left of me
Slick shoes - nows the time
This captain goes down with the ship All hands on deck, stand hip-to-hip I shout the orders, "Shoot to kill!" I'm dressed to thrill, I'm dressed to thrill.
And all my enemies, I want their eyes to see, Their captain walk the plank Destroy them, rank by rank.
Sail with me into the setting sun The battle has been won, but war has just begun And as we grow, emotion starts to die, We need to find a way, just to keep our desire alive.
Now set the sail to quarter mast, We'll jump the ship, we'll sink 'em fast. Men follow me to victory, Red as the sea, Red as the sea.
And to the cannons roar, Their bodies dance ashore, A pirate's life for me, I won't go quietly.
Sail with me into the setting sun The battle has been won, but war has just begun And as we float, emotion starts to die, We need to find a way, just to keep our desires alive.
And to my damsel in distress, You've made a mess of your new dress [x2]
Sail with me into the setting sun The battle has been won, but war has just begun And as we float, emotion starts to die, We need to find a way, just to keep our desires alive.
Just to keep our desires alive.
Senses fail - Rum is for drinking not for burning
Rest in peace girl, your death is such a shame The paper said a bullet got in your way But I smell foul play, possible poisoning I had to bring you in for questioning I went to your grave, dug up your body Brought it to my house, where you lay
So let's play doctor babe We'll operate today Incisions must be made You could help solve this case For me...
I headed downtown, to share what I had found It's not a suicide, it's a crime I have a witness, it's clearly evident There had to be someone else present At the time of death, poisons in stomach How could she pull it, if she's dead?
So let's play doctor babe We'll operate today Incisions must be made You could help solve this case We need a scalpel now Under white lights you lay We've got to hurry up Before the flesh decays Away...away
I'll catch the murderer And send him away I'll get the evidence From your last day
Your last day...
So let's play doctor babe We'll operate today Incisions must be made You could help solve this case We need a scalpel now Under white lights you lay We've got to hurry up Before the flesh decays
Away...away
Senses fail - buried a lie
sometimes i get that feeling, now i can hear you coming back again how did we end up this way? all that i ask is that one, one day you'll look back and think of me now maybe valentine's day [Chorus] you said it meant nothing to me life is just such a mystery i think i'm crazy and i might you know you brought me back to life
i can hear you in the silence i can see you in the darkest light now it could work someday i know the sun will come out i know the world will go around now that's the price we'll pay [Chorus]
Rx Bandits - Valentines day
He never thought someone would come along And show him a feeling he’s always dreamed of. She didn’t plan on falling in love. Upset the balance she’s wanted so long.
This road to recovery Has taken all I have. It seems hard As I try To succumb once again...again...
Well he lost control and gave up his heart. To follow the girl that he’s always dreamed of. She pulled away so scared of a love That might have been more than she had planned on.
This road to recovery Has taken all I have. It seems hard As I try to succumb once again...again...
Well love is a bitch all relationships end. What happens now When that persons gone. The one who you thought You could always count on. You fall in love And they fall out. Love is a bitch. All realationships end.
How do I let go of a love That meant so much to me. How do I go on When your part of me. I’m dying inside Each time I see you. Don’t lose sight of me Cause yer all I see. Your still all I see. This road to recovery has taken all I have.
Rufio - Road to recovery
I'm losing you, I'm losing all control. Just let me be. Let me be alone for now. I want to be alone tonight.
Once again, we've gone off track, and lost all hope for coming back. It's time to restart again, and try all over again.
It's time to work. The work is useless now. Can't you see Your help is lost to me? I want to be alone tonight.
Rooney - mellow song
I think we're going somewhere. We're on to something good here. Out of mind, out of state. Trying to keep my head on straight. I think we're going somewhere. We're on to something good here. There's only one thing left to do. Drop all I have and go with you.
[Chorus:] Somewhere back there I left my worries all behind. My problems fell out of the back of my mind. We're going and I'm never knowing (never knowing) where we're going. To go back to where I was would just be wrong. I'm pressing on. Pressing on, all my distress is going, going, gone. (pressing on, pressing on) And I won't sit back, and take this anymore. 'Cause I'm done with that, I've got one foot out the door. And to go back where I was would just be wrong I'm pressing on.
I think we're going somewhere. We're on to something good here. Out of mind, out of state. Trying to keep my head on straight. I think we're going somewhere. We're on to something good here. Adversity, we get around it. Searched for joy, in you I found it.
You look down on me, but you don't look down on me at all. You smile and laugh, and I feel the love you have for me. I think we're going somewhere. We're on to something good here, and we're gonna make it after all.
Relient K- pressing on
Well, I know you can't work in fast food all your life But don't sign that paper tonight, she said, but it's too late. I don't remember what I read, I don't remember what they said, I guess it doesn't matter, I guess it doesn't matter anymore 'Cause you're gonna go to the record store You're gonna give'em all your money Radio plays what they want you to hear They tell me it's cool but I just don't believe it... Sell out, with me oh yea, sell out, with me tonight Record company's gonna give me lots of money And everything's gonna be all right No more flippin' burgers puttin' on my silly hat You know I don't want that no more, I didn't ask when we'd get paid, I quit my day job anyway, I guess it doesn't matter, I guess it doesn't matter anymore You're gonna go to the record store, You're gonna give'em all your money, Radio plays what they want you to hear, They tell me it's cool, but i just don't believe it Sell out, with me oh yea, Sell out with me tonight, The record company's gonna give me lots of money And everything's gonna be I don't think it'll be so bad And I know it won't be so bad 'Cause the man said "that's the way it is" And the man said "it don't get better than this" no no no So I signed on to the record company, They say they're gonna give me lot's of money If i play what they want you to hear They tell me it's cool, and I sure believe it...
Reel big fish - Sell out
Is this the real life- Is this just fantasy- Caught in a landslide- No escape from reality- Open your eyes Look up to the skies and see- I'm just a poor boy,I need no sympathy- Because I'm easy come,easy go, A little high,little low, Anyway the wind blows,doesn't really matter to me, To me
Mama,just killed a man, Put a gun against his head, Pulled my trigger,now he's dead, Mama,life had just begun, But now I've gone and thrown it all away- Mama ooo, Didn't mean to make you cry- If I'm not back again this time tomorrow- Carry on,carry on,as if nothing really matters-
Too late,my time has come, Sends shivers down my spine- Body's aching all the time, Goodbye everybody-I've got to go- Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth- Mama ooo- (any way the wind blows) I don't want to die, I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all-
I see a little silhouetto of a man, Scaramouche,scaramouche will you do the Fandango- Thunderbolt and lightning-very very frightening me- Galileo,Galileo, Galileo Galileo Galileo figaro-Magnifico- But I'm just a poor boy and nobody loves me- He's just a poor boy from a poor family- Spare him his life from this monstrosity- Easy come easy go-,will you let me go- Bismillah! No-,we will not let you go-let him go- Bismillah! We will not let you go-let him go Bismillah! We will not let you go-let me go Will not let you go-let me go Will not let you go let me go No,no,no,no,no,no,no- Mama mia,mama mia,mama mia let me go- Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me,for me,for me-
So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye- So you think you can love me and leave me to die- Oh baby-Can't do this to me baby- Just gotta get out-just gotta get right outta here-
Nothing really matters, Anyone can see, Nothing really matters-,nothing really matters to me,
Any way the wind blows....
Queen- bohemian rapsody ... thank you waynes world... but seriously this is a great song
Met a girl, thought she was grand fell in love, found out first hand went well for a week or two then it all came unglued
in a trapped trip I can't grip never thought I'd be the one who'd slip then I started to realize I was living one big lie
She fucking hates me trust she fucking hates me la la la love I tried too hard and she tore my feelings like I had none and ripped them away
She was queen for about an hour after that shit got sour she took all I ever had no sign of guilt no feeling of bad, no
In a trapped trip I can't grip never thought i'd be the one who'd slip then I started to realize I was living one big lie
[Chorus]
that's my story, as you see learned my lesson and so did she now it's over and i'm glad 'cause i'm a fool for all i've said
[Chorus]
la la la la la la la la la love Trust la la la la la la la la la love Trust and she tore my feelings like I had none she fucking hates me
Puddle of mudd - she hates me .... this is J's song... i feel so bad for the guy
You call me in the middle of the night saying that you just got home you're lucky i'm even still awake awake enough to answer the phone but i knew it would be you cuz i was hoping that you'd call hoping that you would say that you were sorry but you don't apologize at all and it's not ok, and it's not all right what have you been doing with those guys all night if they are really just friends why wouldn't you choose me over them please don't do this again I try to give you the space you need but you end up walking all over me please don't do this to me oh no please don't do this to me You call me in the middle of the night so drunk you're ready to pass out telling me you had a great time except that hour you blacked out now you're surprised that i'm pissed you think i'm acting all tough well i think you're acting like a bitch and i swear this time i've had enough you do you have to push me so hard you're pushing me away i ask please don't do this to me but you're doing it anyway and it's not ok, it's not all right you can't fool me so don't even try and it's not ok, it's not all right what you've been doing with those guys all night
Plain white t's - Please dont do this
there's no need to argue you think you're always right. i won't even bother. it's just another fight. you always have it your way but someday, you'll see its not about how much you pay daddy's gonna buy you the world because that's what you want
but that won't make you happy, baby. it's only gonna drive you crazy, you'll keep on wanting more and more and more, you won't be satisifed.
so, just stop. stop playing around. i'm ready to take you home and make it real again. so, just stop. stop playing around. i'm ready to give you the feeling that you've been dying for.
don't say the word maybe, because it always means no. but i'm keeping my hopes that that some day you'll grow.
you always have it your way but someday, you'll see its not about how much you pay daddy's gonna buy you the world because that's what you want.
but that won't make you happy, baby. it's only gonna drive you crazy, all the things you need in life, they're not for sale.
so, just stop. stop playing around. i'm ready to take you home and make it real again. so, just stop. stop playing around. im ready to give you the feeling you've been dying for.
you always have it your way but someday, you'll see its not about how much you pay daddy's gonna buy you the world because that's what you want.
but that won't make you happy, baby. it's only gonna drive you crazy, cause everything you needs right here and it's for free.
cause everything you need's right here and it's good old me.
so, just stop. stop playing around. im ready to give you the feeling you've been dying for. so, just stop. stop playing around. i'm ready to take you home and make it real again. so, just stop. stop playing around. im ready to give you the feeling you've been dying for
Plain white t's - stop
I've got a problem with everone i know I've got a problem and i want everone to know i got home late last night from the punk (PUNK) rock (ROCK) show I say it sucked because im emo I'm gonna cry I'm gonna scream I'm gonna say what i dont mean I'm gonna cry I'm gonna mope I'm gonna give up all my hope I'm bringing everybody down greet everybody with a frown I'll just wait for death to come around Cheer up emo kid its a brand new day It'll be okay i like to listen to my favorite band the cure i'd ask her out but she'd say no, for sure Nobody likes me, everybody hates me
HOLY CRAP ITS patent pending - cheer up emo kid hahahahhahahahahha
Can't you see im easily I'm bothered by persistence, One step from lashing out at you, You wanted to get under my skin, And call yourself friend, I've got more friends like you, What do I do? Is there no standing by? What it takes, Who I am, Where I've been, ALONE! You can't be something you're not, Be yourself, by yourself, Stay away from me, A lesson learned in life, Known from the dawn of time.....
RE! SPECT! WALK! What did you say?! RE! SPECT! WALK! ARE YOU TALKIN' TO ME?! ARE YOU TALKING TO ME?!
Run your mouth when I'm not around, It's easy to achieve, You try to make friends, not sympathize Can you hear the violins playin' your song, Those secrets tell me your every word, Is there no standing by? What it takes, Who I am, Where I've been, ALONE! You can't be something you're not, Be yourself, by yourself, Stay away from me, A lesson learned in life, Known from the dawn of time.....
RE! SPECT! WALK! What do you say?!? RE! SPECT! WALK! ARE YOU TALKING TO ME?! RE! SPECT! WALK! What did you say?! RE! SPECT! WALK! ARE YOU TALKIN' TO ME?! ARE YOU TALKING TO ME?! NO WAY PUNK!
(very good guitar interlude)
RE! SPECT! WALK! What do you say?!? RE! SPECT! WALK! ARE YOU TALKING TO ME?! RE! SPECT! WALK! What did you say?! RE! SPECT! WALK! ARE YOU TALKIN' TO ME?! ARE YOU TALKING TO ME?! I'm goin' home boy.
Pantera - Respect ....Rip Dimebag darrel
Yesterday has been and gone Tommorow will I find the sun Or will it rain Everybody's having fun Except me, I'm the lonely one I live in shame
I say goodbye to romance, yeah Goodbye to friends, I tell you Goodbye to all the past I guess that we'll meet We'll meet in the end
I've been the king, I've been the clown Now broken wings can't hold me down I'm free again The jester with the broken crown It won't be me this time around To love in vain
I say goodbye to romance, yeah Goodbye to friends, I tell you Goodbye to all the past I guess that we'll meet We'll meet in the end
And I feel the time is right Although I know that you just might say to me What'cha gonna do What'cha gonna do But I have to take this chance goodbye To friends and to romance And to all of you And to all of you Come on now
I say goodbye to romance, yeah Goodbye to friends, I tell you Goodbye to all the past I guess that we'll meet We'll meet in the end
And the weather's looking fine And I think the sun will shine again And I feel I've cleared my mind All the past is left behind again
I say goodbye to romance, yeah Goodbye to friends, I tell you Goodbye to all the past I guess that we'll meet We'll meet in the end
Ozzy Osbourne - Goodbye to romance.... Ozzy's greatest song.....
And we can run, from the backdrop of these gears and scalpels At every hour goes the tick-tock bang of monitors as They stared us down when we met in the emergency room And in our beds, I could hear you breathe with help from cold machines
Every hour, on the hour, they drew blood
Well I felt I couldn't take, another day inside this place From silent dreams we never wake, and in this promise that we'll make Starless eyes for heaven's sake, but I hear you anyway Well I thought I heard you Say I like you, we can get out We don't have to stay, stay inside this place
Someday, this day, we kept falling down Someday, this day, set the ferris wheel ablaze You left my heart an open wound And I love you for This day, someday we kept falling down One day, this day all we had to keep us safe And if we never sleep again, it would never end Well I thought I heard you say to me We'll go so far, far as we can And I just can't stay, one day we'll run away
My chemical romance - This is the best day ever
Without a sound I took her down and dressed in red and blue I squeezed Imaginary wedding gown That you can't wear in front of me A kiss goodbye, your twisted shell As rice grains and roses fall at your feet Lets say goodbye, the hundreth time And then tomorrow we'll do it again
I dragged her down I put her out And back there I left her where no one could see And lifeless cold into this well I stared as this moment was held for me A kiss goodbye, your twisted shell As rice grains and roses fall at your feet Lets say goodbye, the hundreth time And then tomorrow we'll do it again
I never thought it'd be this way Just me and you, we're here alone And if you stay, all I'm asking for is A thousand bodies piled up I never thought would be enough To show you just what I've been thinking
And I'll keep on making more Just to prove that I adore Every inch of sanity All I'm asking for is, all I'm asking for is
These hands stained red
From the times that I've killed you and then We can wash down this engagement ring With poison and kerosene We'll laugh as we die And we'll celebrate the end of things With cheap champagne
Without, without a sound And I wish you away
My chemical romance - Drowning lessons
I’m on fire and now I think I’m ready to bust a move Check it out I’m rocking steady Go!
Betty won’t stop listening to modern rock How she hates to be alone I try to compensate her lack of love with coffee cake Ice cream and a bottle of ten dollar wine she says hey I rock the Haro sport I rock the cow girl blues I rock too fast for love I’m footloose in my Velcro shoes What’s up with Will and Grace? I don’t get drum and bass The future freaks me out
I’m on fire and now I think I'm ready to bust a move Check it out I’m rocking steady To the beat in my head It goes oh, oh, oh, oh I know that she’s the only one I’d rather waste our time together Yea, ‘cause we can get down
Betty can’t quit carving question marks in my wrist How come we’re so alone We waste away the days with nicotine and television samples From an era we hate to admit we embrace We fail to represent We fail to be content We fail at everything we ever even try to attempt And so the story goes As only Betty knows It’s time to take control
I’m on fire and now I think I'm ready to bust a move Check it out I’m rocking steady To the beat in my head It goes oh, oh, oh, oh I know that she’s the only one I’d rather waste my time with her
(Betty, I need you I miss you I’m so alone without you To call up on the weekends with my cellular phone)
Betty it’s so hard to relate To the whole human race I don’t know where to begin I don’t know where to begin If we can both find a way To do the things that we say We might not sit in our rooms And drink our daydreams away Betty, I’m a dreamer No I’m not a vicious schemer Oh betty won’t you.. ah fuck it
I’m on fire and now I think I'm ready to bust a move Check it out I’m rocking steady To the beat in my head It goes oh, oh, oh, oh I know that she’s the only one I’d rather waste our time together Yeah, ‘cause we can get down.
Motion City soundtrack - the future freaks me out
Modest Mouse - The World At Large Lyrics Ice-age heat wave, can't complain. If the world's at large, why should I remain? Walked away to another plan. Gonna find another place, maybe one I can stand. I move on to another day, to a whole new town with a whole new way. Went to the porch to have a thought. Got to the door and again, I couldn't stop. You don't know where and you don't know when. But you still got your words and you got your friends. Walk along to another day. Work a little harder, work another way.
Well uh-uh baby I ain't got no plan. We'll float on maybe would you understand? Gonna float on maybe would you understand? Well float on maybe would you understand?
The days get shorter and the nights get cold. I like the autumn but this place is getting old. I pack up my belongings and I head for the coast. It might not be a lot but I feel like I'm making the most. The days get longer and the nights smell green. I guess it's not surprising but it's spring and I should leave.
I like songs about drifters - books about the same. They both seem to make me feel a little less insane. Walked on off to another spot. I still haven't gotten anywhere that I want. Did I want love? Did I need to know? Why does it always feel like I'm caught in an undertow?
The moths beat themselves to death against the lights. Adding their breeze to the summer nights. Outside, water like air was great. I didn't know what I had that day. Walk a little farther to another plan. You said that you did, but you didn't understand.
I know that starting over is not what life's about. But my thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth. My thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth. My thoughts were so loud.
Modest mouse - the world at large
Checked the clock when I got home and realized I was alone. Sat for hours by the window wonderin' where did ya go? Couldn't eat or sleep at all took the pictures off the wall. Paced the place as time moves slow and I'm wondering Where did ya go? Where'd ya go? Where'd ya go? I wanna know! Lit a cigarette I couldn't smoke Wound the clock until it broke. Went to bed then took a shower, stared at TV for an hour. Did the dishes, made the bed. Read a book I never read. Any minute you will show and I'm wondering where did ya go? Where'd ya go? Where'd ya go? I wanna know! I opened the fridge, I opened a beer, played a tape I couldn't hear. Emptiness began to grow and I'm wondering where did ya go? Watched the sun come up from the back stairs. Thought about the last few years. I lost control I screamed, I cried I punched a hole and went inside. Packed my things, called a friend. Wished this emptiness would end. Wrote a note then tore it up, poured the beer into a cup. Sat on the couch, drank it slow, wondering where did ya go? Realized I couldn't stay, I grabbed my things and went away. Where'd you go? Where'd you go? I wanna know!
Mighty mighty bosstones- Where did you go!?
[CHORUS:] I thought you were the one But I was wrong cause you've already left And I hope that you miss me tonight Chelsea And I hope that you miss me tonight Chelsea
[VERSE:] A year ago we met And I never would've guessed That you'd mean so much to me But those brown eyes drove me crazy And at the time everything was going wrong But you made everything seem alright So now I wonder where you are On this cold November night
[CHORUS:] I thought you were the one But I was wrong cause you already left And I hope that you miss me tonight Chelsea And I hope that you miss me tonight Chelsea
[VERSE:] I had to leave that night Cause I knew something wasn't right We held eachother as the night came to an end But all I could think about was your boyfriend If he only knew the things that you've done and said And that you were lying here with me in this bed Because I live so far away Is why you chose him that day
[CHORUS:] I thought you were the one But I was wrong cause you already left And I hope that you miss me tonight Chelsea And I hope that you miss me tonight Chelsea
[BRIDGE:] Tonight I don't know where you are But I know where you should be So here I am all alone When you should be with me Chelsea
Mest - chelsea ... oh an ex........ in fact.. my only
Where you are seems to be As far as an eternity Outstretched arms open hearts And if it never ends then when do we start? I’ll never leave you behind Or treat you unkind I know you understand And with a tear in my eye Give me the sweetest goodbye That I ever did receive
Pushing forward and arching back Bring me closer to heart attack Say goodbye and just fly away When you comeback I have some things to say
How does it feel to know you never have to be alone When you get home There must be someplace here that only you and I could go So I can show you how i Dream away everyday Try so hard to disregard The rhythm of the rain that drops And coincides with the beating of my heart
I’ll never leave you behind Or treat you unkind I know you understand And with a tear in my eye Give me the sweetest goodbye That I ever did receive
Pushing forward and arching back Bring me closer to heart attack Say goodbye and just fly away When you comeback I have some things to say
How does it feel to know you never have to be alone When you get home There must be someplace here that only you and I could go So I can show you how I feel
Maroon 5 - the sweetest goodbye .....
Today I am dirty I want to be pretty Tomorrow, I know I'm just dirt
Today I am dirty I want to be pretty Tomorrow, I know I'm just dirt
We are the nobodies we wanna be somebodies when we're dead, they'll know just who we are
We are the nobodies we wanna be somebodies when we're dead, they'll know just who we are
Yesterday I was dirty wanted to be pretty I know now that I'm forever dirt
Yesterday I was dirty wanted to be pretty I know now that I'm forever dirt
We are the nobodies we wanna be somebodies when we're dead, they'll know just who we are
We are the nobodies we wanna be somebodies when we're dead, they'll know just who we are
Some children died the other day we fed machines and then we prayed puked up and down in morbid faith you should have seen the ratings that day
Marilyn manson - the nobodies.... I am nobody
One! Two! Three!
To every broken heart in here Love was once a part, but now it's disappeared She told me that it's all part of the choices that your making Even when you think you're right You have to give to take
But there's still tomorrow Forget the sorrow And I can be on the last train home Watch it pass the day As it fades away No more time to care No more time, today
But we sing If we're going nowhere Yeah we sing If it's not enough And we sing Sing without a reason To ever fall in love
I wonder if you're listening Picking up on the signals Sent back from within Sometimes it feels like I don't really know whats going on Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here
But there's still tomorrow Forget the sorrow And I can be on the last train home Watch it pass the day As it fades away No more time to care No more time, today
But we sing If we're going nowhere Yeah we sing If it's not enough And we sing Sing without a reason To ever fall in love
Well we sing if we're going nowhere Yeah we sing if it's not enough And we sing Sing without a reason to ever fall in love
But we sing If we're going no where Yeah we sing If it's not enough And we sing Sing with out a reason to never fall in love To never fall in love again
Lost prophets - last train home... check out Shinobi Vs Dragon Ninja as well
don't feel the way I've ever felt. I know. I'm gonna smile and not get worried. I try but it shows.
Anyone can make what I have built. And better now Anyone can find the same white pills. It takes my pain away.
[Chorus] It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes. And she's not breathing back. Anything but bother me. (It takes my pain away) Nevermind these are horrid times. Oh oh oh I can't let it bother me.
I never thought I'd walk away from you. I did. But it's a false sense of accomplishment. Everytime time I quit
Anyone can see my every flaw. It isn't hard. Anyone can say they're above this all. It takes my pain away.
[Chorus] It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes. And she's not breathing back. Anything but bother me. (It takes my pain away) Nevermind these are horrid times. Oh oh oh I can't let it bother me.
[Guitar Bridge]
I can't let it bother me.
[Guitar Solo]
It takes my pain away.
[Chorus] It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes. And she's not breathing back. Anything but bother me. (It takes my pain away) Nevermind these are horrid times. Oh oh oh I can't let it bother me.
JEW- pain...
I want to smash it up for all the workers who spent hours into nothing I want to smash it up for all my sisters who got caught up in this funky system I want to smash it up just like a locust, like a satellite shooting rockets I want to smash it up in every way I can and right now I think I want to be your man Smash it up when I'm down I want to smash it up for all the kids who got fucked up just like their parents did I want to smash it up - the gods and masters who made us die so much faster Yeah you know I want to smash it up Smash it up when I'm down I want to smash it up for all the people and for our right to be treated equal I want to smash it up for all my friends I hope you stick around until the very end Yeah you know we gotta smash it up Smash it up when I'm down
The international noise conspiracy - SMASH IT UP.....
bat your eyes girl, be otherworldly, count your blessings, seduce a stranger. whats so wrong with being happy? kudos to those who see throgh sickness.(yeah) over and over)x6 she woke in the morning she knew that her life had passed her by."and she called out a warning, "dont ever let life pass you by."
I suggest we learn to love our selves before it's made illegal. when will we learn? when will we change? just in time to see in all fall down. those left standing...will make millions ...writing books on the way it should have been. she woke in the morning she knew that her life had passed her by. and she called out a warning, warning "dont ever let life pass you by."
Floating in this cosmic jucuzzi we are like frogs oblivious (guitar solo) to the water starting to boil. no one flinches, we all float face down (guitar solo) she woke in the morning ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh. she knew that her life had passed her by. and she called out a warning,warning "dont ever let life pass you byyyyye pass you byyyye."
incubus - warning
All around me are familiar faces Worn out places Worn out faces Bright and early for the daily races Going no where Going no where Their tears are filling up their glasses No expression No expression Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow No tomorrow No tomorrow And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take When people run in circles its a very very Mad world Mad world Children waiting for the day they feel good Happy birthday Happy birthday And I feel the way that every child should Sit and listen Sit and listen Went to school and I was very nervous No one knew me No one knew me Hello teacher tell me what’s my lesson Look right through me Look right through me And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take When people run in circles its a very very Mad world Mad world Enlarging your world Mad world
Gary Jules - mad world ... my soul
When I was young, the smallest trick of light, Could catch my eye, Then life was new and every new day, I thought that I could fly. I believed in what I hoped for, And I hoped for things unseen, I had wings and dreams could soar, I just don't feel like flying anymore. When the stars threw down their spears, Watered Heaven with their tears, Before words were spoken, Before eternity.
Dear Father, I need you, Your strength my heart to mend. I want to fly higher, Every new day again.
When I was small, the furthest I could reach, Was not so high, Then I thought the world was so much smaller, Feeling that I could fly. Through distant deeps and skies, Behind infinity, Below the face of Heaven, He stoops to create me.
Dear Father, I need you, Your strength my heart to mend. I want to fly higher, Every new day again.
Man versus himself. Man versus machine. Man versus the world. Mankind versus me. The struggles go on, The wisdom I lack, The burdens keep pilling Up on my back. So hard to breathe, To take the next step. The mountain is high, I wait in the depths. Yearning for grace, And hoping for peace. Dear God... Increase. Healing hands of God have mercy on our unclean souls once again. Jesus Christ, light of the world burning bright within our hearts forever. Freedom means love without condition, without a beginning or an end. Here's my heart, let it be forever Your's, Only You can make every new day seem so new.
Five iron Frenzy - every new day
Open up my eyes, Flood it with delight. Another sleepless night turns color black and white.
With all the things I've said, There is just regret. A beating in my head.
Hands into a fist, Static in my head. Now I'm sitting face to face with lonlyness.
What did I expect? Did I see forever in you?
I never wanted it to hurt more than it should. I hope your satisfied, I never could.
Time to close my eyes Forget about this mess. Tried to fix this trajic loss of innocence.
But how can I forget, The things I haven't done. When everything is dead?
With my hands around your neck who will stop me now? With my hands around your neck who will stop me now? with my hands around your neck who will stop me now? with my hands around your neck who will stop me now?
WHO WILL STOP ME!? (WHO WILL STOP ME NOW!?)
Can't you see that you left me here on my own. Give me on good reason why I should let go now....
Finch - three simple words
You don’t know a thing about me Is there something you should know? I can tell you what you want to hear Let your inhibitions just go
No, you don’t know what you will give up You don’t know what you want It may take you years to find out You don’t know what you need It’s something that may never come to you
Trust is something that comes easy When you’ve never been a victim Lies and promises and words are said It’s you’re decision to accept them
No, you don’t know what you will give up You don’t know what you want It may take you years to find out You don’t know what you need It’s something that may never come to you
face to face - disconnected
I'm always assuming the worst But you're going on none the less And there's nothing to cushion your heart led fall Letters from further away Keep pulling me close to home And they're something to cushion my callous sighs
And I know that you hope for Longer goodbyes Embracing for forever And falling in your eyes In your eyes Your eyes
Pouring over photographs I'm living in your letters Breath deeply from this envelope, it smells like you And I can't be without that scent, it's filling me With all you mean to me To me
Continually failing these trials But you stand by me none the less And you won't let me sink though I'm begging you I'm begging you
Phone calls from further away And messages on my machine But I don't ever tell you this distance seems terrible
There's no need to test my heart With useless space These roads go on forever There'll always be a place For you, in my heart
So I'll hit the pavement, it's gotta be better then waiting And pushing you far away cause I'm scared So I'll take my chances and head on my way up there Cause turning to you is like falling in love when you're ten
Dashboard confessionals - Broken hearts and concrete floors
Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you Tell you I need you Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets And ask me your questions Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles Coming up tails Heads are a science apart
Nobody said it was easy It's such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing At numbers and figures Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science Science and progress Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me Come back and haunt me Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles Chasing tails Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy Oh it's such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start
Coldplay - the scientist
If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand. I hope you find out what you want. I already know what I am. And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again. And you can tell me how vile I already know that I am. I'll grow old and start acting my age. I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate. A crown of gold. A heart that's harder than stone. And it hurts a whole lot, but it's missed when it's gone. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget. If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of the state. You can keep to yourself. I'll keep out of your way. And if it makes you less sad, I'll take your pictures all down. Every picture you paint, I will paint myself out. It's cold as a tomb, and it's dark in your room, when I sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds. So call it quits or get a grip. Say you wanted a solution. You just wanted to be missed. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget... You are calm and reposed. Let your beauty unfold. Pale white, like the skin stretched over your bones. Spring keeps you ever close. You are second hand smoke. You are so fragile and thin. Standing trial for your sins. Holding onto yourself the best you can. You are the smell before rain. You are the blood in my veins. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget.
Brand new - the boy who blocked his own shot
File me away in your heart someday You just be you I'll be me ok
Badly drawn boy - File me away
I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing through the melting walls. Who will be the first to begin their fall? Or will we become one? Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I a ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything? I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing bright before descent and in the morning there is nothing left but what's inside of me. And I don't want to die tonight; will you believe in me? And I don't want to fall into the light. Will you wish upon? Will you walk upon me? I don't want to die tonight. Will you. AFI- morning star
Let’s admire the pattern forming. Murderous filigree. I’m caught in the twisting of the vine. Go ascend with ivy,climbing. Ignore and leave for me the headstone crumbling behind. I can’t help my laughter as she cries. My soul brings tears to angelic eyes. Let’s amend the classic story, close it so beautifully, I’ll let animosity unwind. Steal away the darkened pages, hidden so shamefully. I’ll still feel the violence of the lines. I can’t stand my laughter as they cry. My soul brings tears to angelic eyes. And miles away my mother cries. Omnipotence, nurturing malevolence
afi - god called in sick today
Take this for what its worth, this song...my smile, I write to you from hell my song leaving the foot against the gas and the wall that must have said your name, Weaken you from nothing you can say can stop this now, would a noose replace his lips? Can a song replace a broken heart? Can a song replace a broken love? On the beach I remind myself how holding hands is so powerless, tonight I don't even have the stars to hold on to... Paint this red... Her picture will remain unbroken she cries tonight "I fall in love"... Wipe each tear away with sand paper tonight I'm not alone... I just wanna get your fucking voice out of my head...
a static lullaby - a song for a broken heart
I wake up Something more than what I’m supposed to be Something more than I have meant to show. How was I supposed to know That I’ve wanted, and I’ve waited.
And I can be the one To show you that life’s not simple enough. And I can be the one To tell you I’ve held this back for too long.
And my heart aches... These feelings I’ve held inside for you. And my heart aches... How can I stop the pain?
A new found glory - Broken sound. |
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| 12:21am 23/12/2004 |
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Why would anyone make them type for someone they dont like? Why would anyone talk about all these endevours they had? Shes a wonderful woman but im not sure she gets that I really do like her. Thats fine. Im just some stupid kid anyways. ^_^. Im sure she has some one else to talk to im not worth it anyways i think to much about things. Its scary what i remember. Some things just dont tell me. Keep that hope going for me? But its like blunt force just bam. I mean other kids are used to it. Sadly i am not. just gets stressful to hear about all this. Whats interesting is when i was getting robbed, i was thinking about who i loved. She was up there. Whats wrong with me?
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| 05:57pm 19/12/2004 |
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mood:  happy music: Snow patrol - run
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ALTERED for safety hahah... but hellva funny!
Avar312: You're above myself, and under Jess =P Hiro: woah that sounds so wrong Avar312: That sounds like some cheesy sex positiono _O Avar312: My thaughts exactly o_o;;; Hiro: naughty!XD
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| 03:57pm 19/12/2004 |
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mood:  chipper music: Five Iron Frenzy - Every New Day
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Jasmine beyond your beauty lies an intelligent individual. You arent just a cute little thing to look at. I know im the king of after thought but you impress me with such words you bring. I know you know this already but you are quite a spectacular human being. Whoever gets to be with you in the end will be a happy person. I know I would be. I dont know why but I want to learn more about you. Thank you for everything.
Till next time,
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| 03:33pm 19/12/2004 |
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mood:  blah music: Motion City Soundtrack - autographs and apologies
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Johns birthday was pretty cool . Who was with us, the birthday John, his girl friend Chrissy or something, Chris, Dustin and me . We played cosmic golf... hahah i got 2nd with 55 strokes oh baby.... im awesome..... then we went and drove go carts.... for some reason mine was so slow..... i like the number seven...but i slammed Chris into the wall hahah put him out of commision oh im a pimp....THEN we went on bumper boats.... haha there is this squirt button and that was fun John was just chillin in the corner squirtin everyone.... then we went to dinner Outback steak house.... kind of got lucky there as in we heard that there where seats out side so we got a few drinks well not me cause i had to drive.... not really legal.... so after dinner we got ready to go to the hotel..... first had to take something cause my head was killin me.... took some meds and by the end of that night was alright.....okay then we just watched movies all night on tnt drank a whole lot..... chris and i discussed about Steph and how he needs to get over that girl... that girl comes with to much baggage .... i mean i dont know all i know is i gotta get away from that girl.
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| 07:49pm 17/12/2004 |
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mood:  accomplished music: Social Distortion - Story of my life
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hey whats up i just started this cause Jasmine wanted me to make one ... im so tired and lazy ugh... man my cousin came by it was nice......got to figure out whats going on so .... things are alright... |
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